im damn tired of doing this bcuz i have been doing that excessively for the past 3 days. i reserve my smile and my friendly looking face for ppl that i think is worth it, not to EVERYONE.
esp those that are irritating. i just cant stand it that i still have to smile and tolerate them when in my heart, im alrd stabbing the person with a dagger.
i have been too nice to these fucking souls. and im wondering, for what.
ppl just takes advantage of it. i really dunno how to reject people, my guts doesnt come out at the right time. this is very sickening.
i am really tired of faking a smile-i-look-fine face.
trapped, the office prisoner.
