i just don fucking understand
mothers my mother. every freaking cny she has to give me the same shit. the same freaking shit. she has to nag nag nag non stop. whatever clothes im gonna wear she isnt happy. be it blue black white green yellow WHATEVER. if she wants to wrap me up like a freaking big ang pao then why not she go ahead and buy new year clothes for me. or better still, stand by 1 red shawl so she can wrap the whole of me up and show everyone so that she doesnt get blamed cuz her daughter is wearing too BLACK.
she even has to say things like next time i will kana retribution cuz my kids will behave like that! how kind of her. and she says why cant i shut up when she scolds me?!?!?! like hello?!?!? she doesnt even make sense and i have to state my point what! so i have to keep quiet and let her rant abt her qualities on me. why not just save the trouble. wrap me up with a red shawl la.
sickening. she has to spoil my mood EVERY SINGLE CNY. no wonder i no longer anticipate for it anymore. she just has everything to nag abt. it has become such a hassle.
my mood has to be spoilt every cny. be it by her or by someone else.
HOW GREAT.
I AM SO FED UP!
With love. || 1:53 PM