unconditional love.

it felt nostalgic while i was having breakfast at the market with my mum just now. suddenly it just felt like old old days, like when i was young and how we always ate at the market tgt in the mornings.

it felt nice. the old lovey butterflies-in-your-stomach feeling. it reminded me again, how much love a parent cld give to her child. she still treat me like how she did 15years ago, i am still a kid to her, and i'll always be her kid.

i <3 my mum.
With love. || 1:26 PM

i smell the big fattie paycheck. wooooow.
thank god its friday.
and, im kinda worried abt my health.

all these 3 points does not link. i know. haha.
With love. || 3:31 PM

today is 26 may............................
With love. || 10:28 AM

i feel sad that wkend has come to an end. saddd.
With love. || 11:49 PM

look at this amt of roses in a bouquet!!!!



i wonder how many stalks are there inside.
ehehehehehhhh.....

i think some special occasions are coming up. ie. my graduation ceremony & others (ahahaha i'm kiddin...)
With love. || 4:12 PM

my blog is getting abit stale without pictures! and i just realised that i have yet to post the tonne load of pictures from my hk trip & my bday. which happens to be the 2 biggest event of my 2009 (till now. life's unpredictable, right?).

god.... when will i find the time.

and randomly,
i think my hair is getting longer. hmm what shall i do with it? heheheheheh
i'm getting my pay check nxt wkend. first big fat paycheck.
i'm always slping these days. but its still nv enuff.
that bloody damn headache is pestering me & attempting to kill me.
i'm toying with the idea of going overseas again haha.
and, i've to get my damn phone fixed! i cant hear anything when ppl calls me.

yup. thats abt it.

i wanna go out and play!!!! hallujah!
With love. || 10:51 AM

i think i've changed..
but sometimes i experience the old me contradicting the new me.

the journey u've been thru somhow moulds u into another person. and i find myself, becoming more like yks.

is that good news or bad?
With love. || 11:43 AM

over the wkend, i went shopping..

i bought a water bottle. ahahah it sounds so primary sch. (rmb those cartoon water bottles that we used to buy? that the cap pops up once u press a button?)
lol. i miss those..



i bought this. nalgene. bcuz i need to use it to store warm water in the office. and i dont want to die from poisoned plastic.

i also bought new lanyards for my phone and snacks. yea snacks of cuz. to fill my bag so i dont faint from hunger.

then, i went to watch angels & demons.. which i dont really understand what msg its trying to bring across, except that even religious ppl do bad things to gain power?
oh man.

and i had mac big breakfast. then i slept my way thru sunday..

and... today is monday again!!! wtf. monday bluesssssss.
With love. || 11:09 AM

i have not enough non-working days to wear my non-working clothes!!! i miss my informals, shorts, casual dresses, flip flops.. my comfy clothes!

boooo.. this makes me upset!



very upset! :(
With love. || 11:00 PM

sometimes when u become too sure of what u want, it becomes alittle bit scary. because u dont seem to have any feelings anymore..

put it into another words, u become overly logical and there is no feelings involved. then u start wondering, where did feelings go to? or does it exist?
With love. || 12:53 AM

time has become a limited dot com thing for me ever since i started working.

a human has 24 hrs a day,
9 hrs which u painstakingly give up for one of the greatest life-suckers, work. and in order to get to that work place (aka hell/cage/jail whatever), u spend around 2 hrs to and fro each day. thats alrd 11 hrs out of the pathetic 24 hrs. thats like 45% of ur entire day!!! dont u feel sad?

after which, u have to spend 7 hrs sleeping at least, in order not to curse and swear in the morning. and thats alrd 18 hrs out of ur life, 5 times a week.

that will leave u with a pitiful 6 hrs to do ur personal stuff, which includes a nv ending list like, eating approximately 3 times per day, snacking occasionally, shitting, bathing & brushing ur teeth around 2 times, spending some time with ur family, surfing the net for ur own personal use and chatting carefreely on msn, watching dramas, facebooking, blogging, loading photos, calling up ur pals & catching up to make sure u do not become the turtle in the well, sneaking out for suppers or out to play once in a while, trimming ur nails, changing nail polish colour, triming ur brows and this list goes on forever.
this does not include meeting ur pals up physically, and if u do so, that will be at least another 2 to 3 hrs per meet up.. which leave u with.. practically no more time!

where the hell is work-life balance u tell me. this is just bullshit in sg. go look at aussie for real work-life balance. ppl knock off at 5pm sharp and they just forget abt work and return home to live their life! and mind u, they start work at 9am too. so, work-life balance in sg is just fuck crap.

i chiong here and there everyday. now its alrd almost 10pm.. and what have i done? i just basically ate dinner, watched some tv, bathed and came here to type this out. and ta dah, time to slp again.. what shit is this man.

now u wish there were 48 hrs a day.

you work ur entire life trying to be rich, but whats the point!
that isnt life at all.
With love. || 9:33 PM

u realise how sucky work is after playing too much having too wonderful a weekend. not forgetting to mention, a long wkend. eh heheheh.

u curse and swear (thats what i do every morning) and u can only whine till the nxt wkend comes along. and whine harder for the nxt long wkend to come.

life, once again, such an irony.

counting down to the nxt 20mins!! the bird needs to fly.
With love. || 5:36 PM

oh man.

i just feel like getting married too!

it may not be every girl's dream.. but its definitely mine :)



every woman's happiest day?
With love. || 10:22 PM

FREAK. i dont know if i am doing the right thing.
With love. || 4:30 PM

i do things on impulse almost 99% of the time. ahahaha.
the only rationality i have is just worth 1%.

ahahaha what a joke.

impulse is nice because it gives u quite an exhilarating feeling. but it can turn out bad too, cuz sometimes it ends up being too big a headache. haha.
oh well, who cares so much right. i think i just found some of my fuck-care attitude back. *does the star jump*



aha life is too short to think too much. so, cheers to impulse!
With love. || 7:46 PM

hello. its a standard lazy afternoon now. how i wish i was home, in my comfy clothes, decked into my fav chair and enjoying my all time fav hk dramas. hugging my pillow or piggy and feeling damn shiok by doing nothing.

yea. i can continue to wish. grr. i think such life wont exist for me anymore. i can just cry over my lost.

waking up in the morning is just so damn freaking hard. it is just an indescribable sucky feeling (for a pig like me). which i doubt i ever get used to.
everything abt working is just so argh. the only best thing u get from it is money (which is almost what u highly desire for too).

what an irony.

i hate this dog life.
With love. || 3:38 PM

at times when u feel damn low, when u feel like throwing temper, when u feel like just complaining and complaining, it is then u realise who is beside you.

i am thankful they are there. u all know who u are.
With love. || 11:49 PM

working is just simply self sucidal.

i am an upset little girl now.
With love. || 3:40 PM

WELCOME. To my presents galore 2009

The most edible present award


The most desirable present award


my first blue box!!


The most useful present award


The most appreciated present award


The most touching & heartfelt present award
(mindy handmade it ok! when she was missing me while i was in HK) :)


The most cheesy & sweet (in terms of sugar) present award


last but not least.

The most colourful & beautiful present award
(most expensive also. oops)


thank you everyone! for spending so much $$ and for telling me how much u all love me! i appreciate it thiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssss much!
With love. || 4:17 PM

im so bored here.. and im wasting my saturday away! grrr.

shall blog while waiting for plans to made.





hehheh. love that wallet!


flowers and their unspeakable beauty.

With love. || 5:35 PM

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