it takes a lifetime to build trust but just a moment to destroy every bit of it. perhaps no one cld ever understand why girls like myself or some of my frens find it so hard to trust someone again. perhaps u have nv been in our shoes or nv met the guys that we have met before. the hurt that they implicated in us makes it so hard to believe in any thing new.

we become skeptical. very skeptical. we remind ourselves time and time again nv to be too trusting cuz we find that the more u trust a person, the higher hopes u start to pin on that person and in the end, u are the only one to get disappointed. the only one to feel that so familiar hurt again. to wake up in the middle of the night and early in the morning feeling that heart wrenching feeling. once is enuff. how many more times can we take this?

what makes u so sure, things will nv happen again?

this shadows haunts us.. in the past, present and future.