i recall the days when i was still a student or those days when i just graduated. i had so much freedom with time. i could do whatever i want at any time, any day. that was really a joy.
i miss those days where i cld meet mimi 3-4 times a week to comb cp, bugis, mustafa etc. and those days where i used to camp at lesbo's hse till late night to surf the net and gossip tgt. to me, these are really wonderful moments which i have been missing from the day i started work.
i realised that when u start working, the only ppl that u constantly come to contact on a daily basis is ur family (if u're lucky enuff to catch all of them during dinner times), ur SO (significant other), and ur sickening superiors. of cuz, u will also try to keep up with ur gfs/close frens. but smtimes its just abit sad cuz everyone is working or studying (at different hrs/different place) and it makes it very hard to meet up or catch up because everyone gets so exhausted after a long day, and they usually just wanna go home to rest or isolate themselves or slp (like me).
last time before i really worked, i always thought i aspired to be a career minded woman. but since i started work, i realised that this isnt the case. i found out that i love my personal time too much to sacrifice it for work. thou money is impt, but it doesnt make sense if u had too much money but no time to make urself happy or to rest. this isnt life.
doing things i want to do with ppl i love is life. having time to appreciate the beauty of nature is life. spending time with ur loved ones is life. more often that not, we rush thru everyday not having time to realise whats going on in life. every morning, everyone rushes to work, whine all day for work to end, rush home, sleep, and the cycle continues. we rush here and there, and it dawned on me, what is this for.
we hardly find passion for the work we do. its just for the sake of money. its amazing how much ppl cld force themselves thru work just for this. sigh, it is sad.
we need to find a joy that is worth living for.
i miss my gfs.
i miss tenaga. the days where we used to meet every wkends and do stupid but fun things.
i miss holidays with my family.
i miss hk with lesbo!
i miss doing crazy things with the girls!
i miss shopping with mimi :)
i miss my life~!
